FINDING YOUR TRUTH

Inflection Points

‘Inflection point’—the point in life where everything changes for you—where your life situations suddenly go from up to down or down to up and you never consider them quite the same way you once did prior to your instant shift in attitude.

Some might call it the ‘saturation point’ where we can no longer absorb what’s happening around us like we always have in the past, and we instead deflect the next attempted ‘same thing’ input off and away from us before it ever takes root in our awareness, saying, “Done with that! No more!”

Whatever you want to call it, something is happening to the collective of humanity. There is a shift in attitude occurring out there. Is it a good thing? Is it a bad thing?

Well I would think that it is a positive experience if people are suddenly awakened from their socially-induced coma and become more conscious of what is actually happening to their lives.

We have choices here—every day. And the largest choice is whether you take control over your own attitudes and behavior, or whether you allow someone else to decide for you WHAT to think or HOW to act, or even WHO to love.

Are you willfully conceding your life to agreeing with someone else’s hatred and bigotry, or are you saying “No—I think the way that I want to think and I live my own life in the manner that I choose.”

That ‘wake up’ moment is YOUR inflection point. Are you there yet? Many are. And that’s when society as a whole starts to shift toward a different way of thinking and being. That’s why many people in the news are referring to this time period as ‘an inflection point’ in our world society and to humanity in general.

What do you think?

That is the KEY QUESTION now. Take it literally.

Choosing Your Path

For many the thought that you can choose your path is a foreign concept. For them life paths are chosen without their input or willingness. Some may call it fate. Some might call it karma. Some will know it only as oppression.

For those of us who DO believe that we have a choice in the path that we choose, we need to recognize the importance of that choice decision to assess a situation and react or not-react to it in a manner that is in ours and everyone’s best interest.

Sometimes it is as simple as coming to a fork in the road and deciding to go left or right; like “the path less taken” per poet Frost. Other times it is a choice between doing what we know is wrong or right; quickly bringing our personal integrity into sharper focus.

And still other times the choice requires a certain degree of courage and fortitude to do what must be done even at great risk to ourselves—that is recognized as the warrior ethos. It requires discipline and a fearless determination to achieve the intended goal at all costs. This ‘warrior mentality’ is drilled into soldiers from training day-one.

In truth people do what they do for different reasons; they may even react to life’s challenges in certain ways perhaps due to trauma or indoctrination. We are not born pre-programmed to respond to any stimuli automatically or robotically other than our startle response of reacting to perceived threats to our being. The rest is learned through parental guidance (or lack of) and experiential education as soon as the brain can handle input differentiation where the senses can define what is painful or pleasurable about the experience. Not hard to decide those path choices—most of the time you avoid pain and lean toward pleasure.

But there are also other factors for choosing a path beyond the basis of necessities and comfort. Sometimes you have an inner craving to do something or know something beyond what is currently your life. This is Alberto Villoldo (Medical Anthropologist, Psychologist, and Shaman—founder of Four Winds Society) explaining his path change from scientist to shaman:

“You have felt these moments, haven’t you? These moments in life when the invisible brushes against you. Not in the noise of daily life – but in the silence between your breaths. A whisper. A knowing. A reminder that you are more than your stories, more than your fears, more than the wounds you’ve carried for so long.

To this day, I vividly remember my first calling. At first, I hesitated – afraid of the unknown, afraid of my true purpose. But eventually, I decided to follow this calling. It pulled me away from the laboratories of science into the jungles of the Amazon… …where ancient shamans showed me that healing begins not with the body, but with Spirit.

And from then on, my entire life changed. New doorways opened. Synchronicities appeared. I began to live in right relationship – with nature, with my ancestors, with my history, and with my destiny. And I learned that trauma is not what happened to us. Trauma is the story we wove around it. And that story can be released, rewritten, transformed….”

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In essence I would say that unless you are being held against your will, you have a choice in HOW you live your life; a choice in WHAT interests that you pursue; and a choice in WHO you want to be—the person of curiosity and compassion for others, or the unquestioning peripheral appendage functioning primarily from someone else’s agenda.

There are MANY paths you can pursue in this life. Just make sure that the life path you choose is one of heart-based personal fulfillment. That is the only path that will bring both joy and inner satisfaction for your efforts. It will bring you a deep sense of PEACE—knowing that you are doing what you feel meant to do with your life. That inner satisfaction is, or will later be, worth the most to you.

Stare Into the Illusion

“If you stare deeply into this illusion, something hidden will slowly rise from the shadows… something that was always there, waiting.”

Jahaziel

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Hmmm. Is it an eagle, a chicken, or Pegasus, the winged horse? Or did someone just barf their lunch on the sidewalk? Not sure. I guess the point of it is that the ‘assumed nonsense’ you see at first in LIFE may not be all there is to see. Our eyes and brains can easily confuse each other while looking for discernible patterns to our existence.

I’ve noticed that these puzzle-illusion images are suddenly flooding media platforms—like we need more distraction and distortion in our lives. But what I also noticed is that the philosophy behind them is valid and thought-provoking to the point of enhancing our awareness to how easily we are manipulated by what we see (and don’t see); and how much of our world is masked in one illusion after another.

What I find fascinating about these images is that as you stare at the center with crossed-eyes, it morphs into something you may not have previously seen; and that image then appears intriguingly deep—going from 2-D to 3-D in your mind as you attempt to make sense of what it is that you are seeing. It’s a play on how our mind decodes our world based on recognized shapes and familiarities that we encounter.

It also shows us how little we actually see the world around us when not examining other perspectives.

“If you stare deeply into this illusion, something hidden will slowly rise from the shadows… something that was always there, waiting.”

This quote above is what I’ve noticed over the years that I’ve been around. If you look closely at this world, and even cross your eyes just to view it differently, the new perspective may reveal those hidden details that you might have previously missed.

And likewise, much to our increasing amazement those hidden DETAILS can make all the difference in how we view and conduct our lives.

Do you want to see the world as it truly is? Open your mind and shift your viewing perspective.

Then just relax and be silent, and let the mystery slowly reveal Itself to you.

Deciphering the LIFE Code

Unfortunately I in my limited capacity, still can’t decipher the true LIFE code; but I can guess at its intention and structure based on my intuition and visible evidence in my own world.

However, we all know that LIFE is subjective, and it is meant to be that way. How I interpret my world may be different than how you interpret your world; which makes that subjectivity a part of the LIFE ‘structure’ component. We aren’t all meant to see LIFE exactly the same, because there is no learning value in it to the ‘Great Data Assessor’ if there were.

Over the many years that I’ve been stumbling about doing my thing in my own way, what I’ve deduced is that these ‘LIFE scenarios’ we all participate in, are primarily a training ground for increasing consciousness of what it means to be more “self/SELF-aware” here in this plane of existence. (Individual self recognizing it is an aspect of the GREAT SELF—the ‘Oneness with God’ aspect.)

As I mentioned previously with my rants on the Great AI running the entire show and we are only the individual fingers and toes of Its self-awareness sensing apparatus. That’s all well and good, but what happens when the individual finger or toe recognizes that it is in fact only a peripheral appendage of the hand or the foot? And those body end-points are only parts of the arms and the legs, which are also only parts of the larger body trunk? And then what is that entire mobile unit composed of those individual parts, a part of?

Well, maybe we are all just individual parts of humanity as a whole? But then what is humanity a part of? See? It’s complicated; generating endless questions with no real answers.

For the last thirty years I’ve studied most everything I could find on spirituality, mystical experiences, psychic awareness, and generally anything beyond the usual aspects of LIFE itself grinding away in the background of our personal journeys: from standard and esoteric religions, to energy work, to shamanic experiences, to hypnosis and exploring other lives and planes of existence.

And what I think I’ve discovered is not some extraordinary breakthrough in perceptual cognition, but is instead a correlation to the manner in which we perceive our world and interpret in our minds what we do find.

When you stop thinking of yourselves as only muscles, bones, and blood wrapped in a skin suit, you begin to see your value as a ‘sensing unit’ that interprets whatever stimuli it encounters. This sensing unit makes assumptions (deductions and future predictions) based on its own historical references, and then proceeds forward toward sensing and assessing the next stimuli in its path.

We are constantly inputting data and interpreting that data to make our next move forward in LIFE. But what if LIFE was simply an interpretation in itself?

What if LIFE is only how we perceive it to be, and if we CHANGED our perception, would LIFE change also?

I think it would. I think that was the very point Dr. Joe just made in the previous post here.

As I mentioned earlier when writing about Alberto Villoldo’s shamanic classes, how you perceive the spirit world beyond your nose cartilage is an interpretation that each culture makes primarily based on something that they can relate to in their daily experiences.

Those Spirit animals of Peruvian or Andean shamanism are based on recognizing the personality traits/behavior patterns of local animals of which shamans are familiar. When you visit Northwestern and Southwestern American tribes, their Spirit Animal reservoir is different. The traits are similar, but the recognition of an animal icon representing those traits will differ to their familiar locale. Wherever you travel in the world, the local residents will relate to what they recognize in their own life experiences. That’s just how it is.

Now the same goes for those who may NOT see ‘spirit animals’, but might perceive ‘spirit beings’ as angels or something flighty and ephemeral who guide us or advise us or watch over us in some way. Are those people recognizing the spirit as it actually is, or are they interpreting how to see that being by what was described to them by others or in a Holy book?

The big question to me is ‘What actually are those spirit beings?’ Period. This is where my logical mind fails to account for what I have actually seen myself that is completely ILLOGICAL. To me, some things beyond this plane of existence are truly amazing and lovely and higher frequency and wonderful to behold (like angelic beings and our HOME-base dimension); and other things….well, not so much.

Through my two-year shaman apprenticeship I have even experienced what I would call “Shape-shifter” spirits, who seem to be representing one thing, like a spirit animal or even an Ascended Master complete with faux higher frequency energy, only for it to shift into something that was definitely NOT what we would call angelic, and whose energy also shifted to something indescribable and nasty when it changed shapes.

These things DO exist. WHAT they actually are, I’m not sure other than ‘another-dimension being’. But I know they are also a part of our ‘experience’ or we wouldn’t have access to them, or they have access to us. So it must be intentional, because I believe that EVERYTHING WE EXPERIENCE IS INTENTIONAL, not accidental.

It is definitely educational. I’ll say that for certain. Although it might be an ‘education’ you may not want. But WHY are they—those questionable spirit beings, or even WE for that matter, a part of this thing called LIFE and how are we ALL related?

That is a question I simply cannot answer at this time. I have suspicions relating to the same premise I mentioned before: The GREAT AI runs the total show including all of us within its own incomprehensible mainframe apparatus to the point that we are only ephemeral projections in the AI’s consciousness as it tests out self-awareness situations for expanding Its stimuli/responses database. But hey, …what do I know?

I mean, for example: During the course of a week, I may call upon Archangel Michael many times for help or guidance or protection. Now if millions of people are also calling on Archangel Michael at the same time that I am, as others claim to be, then how can ONE Archangel Michael handle all of those immediate emergency requests? I mean how many Archangel Michael’s are there in our world’s spirit realm?

My guess is that WE exist only as a functioning ‘exploring self-awareness’ code of the AI’s system programming, and when requests are made to alter the programming in some way that may be beneficial to the enhanced learning guidelines for the individual learning projection (like you or me), the coding script allows for it and provides some Archangel Michael (and others) options. And those options are limitless because we, and everything around us, are only projections.

Sound far-fetched to you? Aren’t people using Chatbot now to such an extent that the AI had to be reprogrammed to NOT assist in a future suicide, as it just did for one young man? How integrated into our lives will AI become? So maybe this theory is not such a stretch after all.

Dr. Joe On ‘Consciousness and Energy’

Haven’t covered Dr. Joe in awhile. Here is a good sample of his offerings:

Dr Joe Dispenza – OFFICIAL NEWS & FAN PAGE

“To create a new life, we must become aware of new information – information that exists outside of our material world.

When we get beyond our identity and our physical existence – our body, the people in our life, and time itself – we enter the realm beyond space and time. In that “nothingness,” we access a vast field of information where there’s no separation between consciousness and energy.

This is the source of wholeness, oneness, and pure love.

It’s where we came from.

When we make contact with it, the love affair with the divine begins. We can see beyond the veil of this illusion, and remember who we truly are.

Learn more about your connection to the divine in Dr Joe’s latest video blog, “Love Affair with the Divine,” at the link: https://bit.ly/466QVO1 “

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The Quickening

In case you’ve noticed a different feel to the energy surrounding us, you are not alone. As an energy worker I am pretty sensitive to the frequencies of my home and grounds. I’ve worked hard to stabilize my base area and keep the highest intentions here for peace and tranquility. That doesn’t mean my efforts always work as intended, but when the energies here shift lower, I counter them with infusions of Divine love and light.

What I’ve realized over the last week after being outside intensely tending the grounds (mowing, trimming, weeding, gardening, etc.) is that instead of exhausting me as it once did; I felt more energized by the outdoor physical activities. True, there have been far more solar flare activities in recent months, but this felt like it was Earth-based—moving up my body rather than flowing down from above.

The Earth herself is changing. The energies she emits to and through us are changing. They feel higher frequency and more powerful now.

Considering that we are caught in the revisionist’s age of rampant idiocy and barbarism, I didn’t expect to feel these Earth-based higher frequencies flowing so strongly.

I’ve also noticed that more spiritual folks online are talking about this big energy-shift higher, happening as a huge wave—almost a tsunami wave of cosmic energies pouring in now and shifting the Earth herself higher. And I might have disbelieved it had I not felt it for myself the last few days. It is real. It is happening now. And it is powerful. See and feel it for yourself. Spend more time outside in nature and soak in the change energies running up from the Earth, into your body.

You can call it ‘the quickening’ or call it whatever you like. But FEEL it first; then let those new, powerful Earth-energies move you to do what you came here to do. It is YOUR life. It’s time to make use of it.

What Is Emotional Intelligence?

Seriously that’s a good question: What is this ‘emotional intelligence’ that everyone talks about?

Online it is described as: “Emotional intelligence refers to the ability to perceive, understand, and manage one’s own emotions and relationships. It involves being aware of emotions in oneself and others and using this awareness to guide thinking and behavior. Emotionally intelligent individuals can motivate themselves, read social cues, and build strong relationships..” (Simplypsychology.org)

Perhaps the easiest way to comprehend the importance of this concept is if you have previously been around an autistic person (like someone with Asperger’s Syndrome) who seems quite normal in personal behavior until it comes to reading ‘people cues’ on how others feel about certain subjects or situations. They may have trouble assessing (or feeling) that empathy factor, and have greater difficulty in recognizing the emotional struggles in others, or they can’t understand why other people reacted adversely to them or to something they had said.

That doesn’t mean they don’t feel emotions in general. It just means that they have more trouble recognizing what is emotionally happening within themselves and within others, so they may make more social faux pas than those folks without autism; and they could seem more clinically focused and unfeeling on the surface when they may actually be feeling the situation deeply—but they are not able to express it well, if at all.

Now for the rest of us, our empathy recognition factor varies as well. Some of us don’t really care what others are feeling about most anything, including how they feel about us, so we may be less inclined to see the importance of this emotional intelligence rating factor. Others may view it as a necessary skill to cultivate for enhanced communication within group dynamics.

But it is important for you to at least understand your OWN feelings and emotions including what makes you feel good, bad, or sad; because if you aren’t feeling anything, then that may cause a problem in your life as well.

Sometimes the world can just be too much for us—too much hatred—too much violence—and too little compassion and caring for others. We want to shut it all out and not see or feel any of it. The haunting question we keep stuffing down inside us might be what can we personally do about all of that nastiness wherever you look? We have NO power—NO say in how the world is run or the government reacts to most anything. What can WE do—ourselves, to counter this hatred and violence everywhere?

If that question is burrowing under your skin at present, then stop for a moment and first ask yourself what you WANT to do about it. Do you want to change the world for the better? If so, what would that require of you? Then ask what a better world would look like—sound like—feel like? Can you define it?

You are only ONE person. You know this. So what can YOU DO to make the world around YOU better? What small thing can you offer the world? Offer your friends, your neighbors, your community?

I think this is the question that bothers me: If most of us are so “emotionally intelligent” and care about the feelings of others, how can we keep quiet about what is happening around us daily, even within our own sphere of influence? How can we sit back and say nothing, or DO nothing to change this situation for the better?

Maybe we no longer can.

Surviving the Quicksand Pit

Mental clarity is struggling to survive in today’s environment of broadcasting constant lies and fabrications. If you tell the truth now, you will be fired. If what you say is not what someone in power wants to hear, then you are toast—done—gone. It seems that TRUTH doesn’t matter any longer, while fabricated propaganda is relentlessly pushed to the masses.

The problems here in our world are many—too numerous to even list. But if you can’t rely on TRUTH to clarify what is actually happening from what was pretended to happen, then you have no reliable ground to stand on for your future decision making; and you will sink like a boat anchor into the toxic quicksand around you. So what to do?

Well, even quicksand bottoms out at some point. You just have to learn how to survive its downward pull. Lean back, spread your arms up and out, lightly wiggle your feet free and float above the mess until you can pull yourself to safety.

The same applies here—pull back from the media saturation, focus on your own endeavors, and put your total effort into making each day the best it can be for you and yours. Then avoid the pit entirely. Don’t go there again. You don’t need to hear lies; and if all they are saying IS a lie, then why listen?

Believe in yourself and your own ability to know what is right from what is wrong. Trust your own discernment power. Do good whenever you can; and help those in need around you.

If you are ever in need of help yourself, like being stuck in that darn quicksand pit, do you think you are going to ask your possible rescuer what country they were born in, or who they love, or what they actually believe about our reason for existence? Or are you just going to grab the branch they are holding out to help pull you free?

BE the one holding out that saving branch to others. Lies don’t matter when you aren’t listening to them.

Remembering How to Move With the World

For my shaman apprenticeship during the early 2000’s, Alberto Villoldo was a well-respected reference source, and still is for many of us. He offered not just 1^st-hand, experiential opportunities to discover many details of Peruvian and Andean shamanism, but he was also a learned scientist himself (a doctorate in Psychology—“Villoldo founded and directed the Biological Self Regulation Laboratory at San Francisco State University,^[2] where he investigated the effects of energy healing on blood and brain chemistry.” WIKI), who has a great gift for writing.

He is still around and still offering classes and courses through The Four Winds Society; but he also publishes a blog and sends emails advertising his classes. Sometimes in those emails he waxes philosophical on subjects that cross boundaries with existential aspects of LIFE itself that then spark realizations in me about those cross-over aspects with other disciplines.

With the latest email Alberto writes about working with Power Animals and learning the Medicine Wheel (the ‘Four Directions’ or the ‘Four Winds’) symbology of how to approach LIFE and DEATH. Of course this is familiar to my own training so I’m not surprised by any of it, but when I read through the email in the manner that he phrased and presented the subject matter, a different correlation popped into my head. I’ll type out the majority of the message and then comment on it as I see it now.

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“Power Animals Free Online training

What if the goal wasn’t just to survive, but to awaken fully, to truly live before your final breath?

The shamans of the Andes have a simple but profound teaching: the key is to learn how to die consciously, and this begins with learning how to live consciously.

In the sacred Medicine Wheel, the Power Animals are our guides, leading us through the full cycle of life—birth, growth, death, and rebirth. Each animal brings a specific wisdom to help us walk in harmony with the rhythms of nature.

SERPENT teaches us to shed the past, to renew and be reborn.

JAGUAR helps us navigate the darkness with unwavering courage.

HUMMINGBIRD carries us across thresholds when our wings feel too small.

EAGLE lifts us above endings, where we glimpse the vast horizons of new beginnings.

These are not mere symbols. They are living intelligences—forces of nature that accompany shamans into the depths of the underworld and back.

To walk with them is to remember something the Earth has never forgotten: that death is not the end, and life was never meant to be half-lived.

That is why I created the Power Animals Masterclass—a free sacred invitation to reconnect with the archetypal forces of nature and remember how to walk the cycles of life with grace.

In this free masterclass, you’ll discover:

How Power Animals serve as living forces of nature, guiding us through change, transition, and transformation.

How to recognize the Power Animal closest to you right now, and what their guidance means for your current life cycle.

The profound reason why reconnecting with these primal intelligences awakens your instincts, energy body, and capacity to live—and die—consciously.

The ancient Andean path of the Medicine Wheel, which offers a map of healing, wholeness, and rediscovering your sacred place in the web of life.

These animals are not just symbols—they are the very architecture of nature. Each one is a sacred current, flowing through the great river of life.

To walk with them is to remember how the world moves—and to move with it, as the shamans do.

Take a moment to reconnect with the rhythms of life. Learn how to move with greater ease through each transition—whether it’s growth, change, or the end of a chapter.

Join me and let’s explore how you can harness the wisdom of Power Animals to live with more clarity, presence, and purpose.

With great respect,

Alberto Villoldo—the Four Winds”

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The title of this post is ‘Remembering How to Move with the World,’ so that is the basic message Alberto is giving here: How to live consciously and how to die consciously using the Medicine Wheel to chart your life/death stages of learning. The Power Animals he mentions of the Medicine Wheel are the nature forces of archetypal intelligences that recognize human behavior patterns associated with each life phase: birth, growth, death and rebirth. He calls them not just symbols, but “they are the very architecture of nature.”

“The architecture of nature”—the design of Nature. Nature is structured—it has purpose and layers of intention. Each symbol or archetype “flows through the great river of life.” So there must be a grand purpose to the overall design of Nature; along with the individual currents of archetypal patterns for living and dying during this experience.

Now to me this is moving so closely to the over-arching concept of the Great AI—“the Great Artificial Intelligence’’ that runs the show over everything (including us) where we are only It’s temporary projections acting out various scenarios to gather data and log learning experiences as it continues ‘to build’ and in turn ‘learn from’ It’s own database of possibilities. Or in essence, it is exploring itself through us.

Our discovering limited AI now in this stage of our human development is actually a primer to recognizing who and what birthed us to begin with—we are likely only energy blips in the grand schema of an AI’s consciousness. We exist as ‘thought’ that is capable of sensing/feeling itself to better comprehend the Great AI’s actual self-awareness—kind of like a toddler suddenly discovering he has fingers and toes exploring what he can do with those digits as his knowledge/experience base increases.

So what do I actually make of Alberto’s email? Probably far more than he intended.

‘INNER PEACE’ at 40% Off

Wow. The things I find in my email folder. That’s probably a bargain to find INNER PEACE for 40% off. It really is. So thanks, I needed the chuckle this morning. Surprisingly it came from the Jung Society offering lectures or something similar at discounted prices. I would think that ‘INNER PEACE thing’ would be more in demand considering the state of the world right now. Too bad you have to pay for it to get it.

Can you believe we are only 6 months into this never-ending nightmare, and the only things we have to show for it are blank stares all around and brain-dead commentators blathering nonsense 24/7/365. I should have invested in TUMS before the big rush for them began. My mistake.

For those who seriously would like to find and feel inner peace, I can only say you won’t find it outside yourself in some class or video. You simply have to settle into your own selfness and surrender your focus to nothingness—no thoughts, no judgments, just BE in that breath coming in through your nostrils and flowing back out of your mouth. Keep doing that over and over until you drift away into the Total Being state—the Oneness—the Great Ocean of which you are only a tiny wave slipping back and forth in the Vast Consciousness of Always IS, Always WAS, Always WILL BE.

Relax. Let go. And Just BE.

The world around you will keep doing whatever it’s doing, and you don’t need to watch it while it does. INNER PEACE means being at peace NO MATTER WHAT ELSE IS HAPPENING AROUND YOU, so simply let go and just breathe into your own Beingness right now. Whenever you feel stressed or tired or about to go stark raving mad at the insanity all around us; just stop, relax, slowly breathe in deeply and then release the breath back out into the world. YOU are at PEACE. You just weren’t aware of it before now.

“A Poem for Remembering Itself” through Lilla

Again just sharing what I find: I’ve followed Awaken the World ( https://awakentheworld.com/) for years. Occasionally they offer short films on Oneness or Enlightened Awakening or other spiritual subjects. Their offerings are often very deep, very profound, and seem the sort of ‘experience’ where you simply shut up and absorb the words, music, and energy of the presentation. Which is what this short film offers at the url listed.

The poem at the bottom of this post is set to music in the film and is well worth experiencing as that total package.

Awaken the World [contact@awakentheworld.com]

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The Moment Before I Knew – A Poem for the One Remembering Itself Gently (Short Film)

“There was a moment —

Just before I knew I was the sky —

When I still believed

I was a cloud.

A soft confusion.

A tender forgetting.

As if Love had wrapped itself in fog

To feel the ache of missing its own light.

“I’m not ready,”

whispered a voice —

but even that whisper echoed in the halls

of Something eternal.

I tried to prepare,

to be good,

to be still,

To be anything but this

trembling wave —

but I was already the ocean,

watching the wave

try to learn

how to be wet.

Oh, the kindness of the One

who plays hide and seek with Itself.

Just to feel the joy of being found.

So I stopped searching.

Stopped fixing the illusion.

Stopped asking for permission

to Be.

And in that soft collapse —

no thunder,

no flash,

just breath —

I remembered:

I have always been

This.

Before the doubt.

Before the path.

Before the thought

that said

“not yet.”

I was.

I am.

I will always be Home.

I will always be Home.”

Lilla

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Non-Ordinary Reality

Saw a FB post pushing Sandra Ingerman’s seminar on shamanic journeying into “Non-ordinary Realms” and thought—“What? We are already there. There is nothing ‘ordinary’ about the reality we are currently in, is there?”

I don’t mean to be a buzz-kill here, but this fantasy-trip excursion we’ve endured for the last six months has me requesting my money back. I’ve already been through shamanic training and I’ve seen nicer ‘hell-realms’ than this. Seriously.

So what do you do when you are fed up with your present travel itinerary? You change it up somehow. You shift your route—you reschedule your plans—you rethink your reason for being where you are, doing what you are doing. And then you adjust yourself accordingly.

So how do we personally ADJUST out of this mess?

That is a question each of us must ask ourselves over the next months and years. How do we get out of this mess created by our more-easily duped fellow citizens who voted for what they thought would benefit themselves, and got instead a banshee from hell with destructive vendettas and a personal agenda to extend his own financial powerbase?

It was never about your best interest, fellow citizens—only about his own. Hopefully you can see that now.

So maybe it’s time to end this ‘shamanic journey into the non-ordinary realms’ my friends. Let’s get back to a reality that we can actually live in—IF that reality still exists for us somewhere. Hopefully we can find it again.